Sunday, August 29, 2010
i Dnno..
Hey peeps.. came to post.. again.. well.. today went to malvern house do pw.. tot can happy all the way de.. but after the last pw session.. mum came to fetch me.. so okay lorh.. den went to block 517.. haix..bro went up to get a document signed.. while i thought.. about her immediately.. many memories came back to me.. at frontier lib.. at art park.. on calls.. haix.. the word she say.. everything.. den thought about being unable to msg her.. haix.. i really hate it.. is it really true that.. to love is to hurt 1 day?!.. why.. must it always be like this.. i really hate it.. would tmr.. b a better day?.. or a worse day.. i dunno.. hais.. will b back to post again.. cya guys..
Labels: 155th day.. windy day.. with a sadded mood.. wad had.. happened.. during the holidays.. causing the changes.. i dunno..
I just love you at 7:14 AM
Friday, August 27, 2010
SAdded..
Today.. would have been our 5th month.. if u had accepted me.. ( 27/08/10) but.. today i heard something... which realli breaks in my soul and tears me apart.. today during maths.. was thinking about the times we had together.. and how we ended up like this.. tears jus rolled down my cheeks.. so i turned around to get tissue from ys.. i guess.. i wont b smsin u anymore.. after wad happened these 2months.. realli hurt me deeply..the 3 months before the june holidays are the greatest times..especially the last call we made before your parents came to the airport.. haix.. i guess.. we will never b together.. after 153 days.. now i know the truth.. but i jus dun buy it.. wad was i thinking.. now im not even a thought in your mind.. ending post here.. hope tmr will b better barhs...btw.. my birthday de celebration had been cancelled.. sorry to anybody who had prepared for it... If you loved me as much as u said u did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like i ain't shit
Now you push me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, realli and truly..I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new manAnd then sit and laugh as you're holding his handThe thought of that just shatters my heart It breaks in my soul and it tears me apartLabels: 153th day.. raining day.. with tears.. comin from my eyes..
I just love you at 2:32 AM
Thursday, August 26, 2010
haish.. back to post le... today bad day sia.. after everything today i dunno barhs.. haix.. laopa.. JY.. dun give up ! although you cannot control your movements.. i will b there for u de.. dun ever give up.. because i alr lost her.. i dun wan to lose a dad with hope :D ! Labels: 152th day today.. played bball.. nothing to do.. haish.. lurbb u dear...
I just love you at 6:53 AM
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Ignoring me.. is nth 2 u.. but it hurts alot for me.. days when i see u having fun with another boy.. makes me think about.. the times we had tgt..
Today was okay barhs.. went to school normally den fool around.. neber eat a regular meal den go play bballl liao.. haish today home econs.. so suay.. forget to bring stuffs.. den tio warning lorh.. after that dicing.. was thinking about my dad's condition.. and her.. so accidentally cut my hand barhs.. lucky nvr bleed.. well.. den tio scolding say cutting slow.. lols -.- when ending.. say wan to go washroom.. ( cause going to cry le.. lols.. The Onion LARHS ! ) den Mdm shaffie say buy container ar? den i neber buy.. So honest right? :P ! i know... den after that she ask me go buy... lols sia.. den was like LOL?! den neber eat the macroni.. den MDM shaffie say.. oni eat restaurant food ar? lols... wasn't in the mood.. so to make her shut up.. eat 1 nia.. hahas ! den after school.. dun wan to eat again.. play bball.. all the way.. was venting anger though.. so after everything.. reach home at 6+ .. bathe le.. accompany daddie go see physician.. den physician dun dare to operate.. so reach home at 8+? den eat le.. now posting barhs.. well.. ending post here..Labels: 150 days le.. dear dear.. have u lost the feeling.. dat we shared b4?.. haish.. hope u have fun.. with them..
I just love you at 6:15 AM
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Back to post le.. kinda late today.. psps.. was at Malvern's house doing pw ~ LOL.. till so late sia -.- Finally done le.. hope Ms Chong would scold barhs.. anyway.. haish.. so worried about my dad.. so sick le still wan to smoke.. today snatched his cigar.. den the cigar bend.. den he was angry.. but he hold back.. cause he knew im doing it for his own good.. well.. hope he will b well again after his operation on weds :P ! LaoPa ! JIA YOU :D !
I knew you gonna sit and play this with new manAnd then sit and laugh as you're holding his handThe thought of that just shatters my heartIt breaks in my soul and it tears me apartAt times we was off I was scared to show youNow I wanna hold you until i can't hold youWithout you, everything seems strangeYour name is forever planted in brainLabels: 148 days has passed.. dear dear.. i lurbb you.. dun leave me..i lurvee youue.....
I just love you at 8:08 AM
Friday, August 20, 2010
Emo~ !
hi
Guys.. back to post alr.. no time to post the last few days cause dad hospitalised.. anyway.. these days quite emo barhs.. today sit at Examination places.. brought back alot memories.. haish.. things changed alot after the holidays.. dunno why.. anyway.. today dad discharged.. but is he own self ''Discharged'' de.. without doctor's consent -.- mum scolded him.. he cannot fall down / carry heavy stuffs.. or his vein will snapp.. haish.. so dangerous >< !! okay le larhs ending post here.. cya guys..I Guess everything you said was a lieI think about it, it brings tears to my eyesNow i'm not even a thought in your mind I can see clearly, my love is not blind I Need you andI Miss your andI Want you andI love you Causei wanna hold you,i wanna kiss youYou were my everythingAnd i really miss you..Labels: The days without you.. its the number of days i spent.. in HELL..
I just love you at 7:08 AM
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
In The RAIN..
Back to post again... today really dammn bo mood.. not because of school stuffs.. but personal reasons.. today haix.. in school normal barhs.. until SS.. bball dropped -.- Mdm Lu come in.. take it away- .- wtf? yu xuan ball sia.. later need to explain to him liao.. anyway.. after everything.. went to play bball outside.. rain le.. i heck care lightning le heck care.. jus keep playing.. until totally drench.. walk back to school.. den so wet.. my uniform totally transparent liao lols.. den call bro come pick me up.. den go home post liao.. ps ar.. dammn bo mood.. so typing all no life de..
Labels: If wad im thinking is wad u always take me as.. i'll be thinking that.. u dun cherish a relationship as much as i do..
I just love you at 6:18 AM
Monday, August 16, 2010
Back to post guy :P ! got miss me? :D lols.. bhb abit barhs.. okay.. i dunno why.. yesterday go out with family.. go temple pray.. den go bugis shopping.. wib family but never buy anything.. they keep ask me to fit clothes.. but dun wan.. haish.. dunno why.. the whole day at bugis.. keep thinking .. is she here?.. why do i get the feeling dat she is near me? where is she? will i see her..? haix.. i dunno barhs.. when reach home.. keep thinking about her.. the times dat we shared.. the last call dat we did.. haix.. so much memories.. but now all shattered.. as her ignorance towards me realli hurt badly.. haix.. anyway.. today go school.. blah blah blah dammn hyper first.. den emo emo type liao den pw lesson -.- ms chong nag so much.. end up whole pw flung.. need to redo -.- next wk final draft.. u now tell me u will fail me for everything? __? haix.. missed her so much.. will we go back to the times??.. can we? A_ _ _ _ L_ _ _ i Lurbb you..Labels: the times without you.. hurts as much as a dagger to my heart.. a day without you feels like a year in pain..
I just love you at 4:36 AM
Monday, August 9, 2010
hey guys :D Came to post alr.. jus came back from jp ~ well.. ytd.. i slept at 2++ am -.- i cant believe ! at 9 am.. yx morning call me ! THE VIBRATION ACTUALLY WOKE ME UP ! WTH?! well.. fine.. den went to sqps meet weechong.. den go jp for movies.. we watched AVATAR 3D... my advice is.. dun watch it-.- quite predictable.. anyway.. SALT is a not bad movie.. quite exciting :D ! well.. go watch it if u are interested? :D ! Okay.. after the movies.. i went to buy a drink.. den meet the 2 boys again.. den when going to bus home.. saw April and Jean at the escalator.. den stupid yx go kp me -.-.. well.. lets ignore the part where yx kp me.. anyway.. on the bus.. think of the past.. den alight meet sis.. go baking shop.. i saw an ingredient named.. ALKALINE WATER .. LOL ! den i go ask sis bf.. got ACIDIC WATER ANOT? ! lols.. den got bored so came back on my own .. and now posting.. anyway.. ima end my post here.. cya guys :D !Labels: 난 u를 1314 사랑 해요 나는 우리가 함께 .. 난 기다리는 .. 그날까지 기다리고 ... 계속됩니다 .. 오는 공유의 시간을 잊지 못할 것이다
I just love you at 11:11 PM
Saturday, August 7, 2010
FAMILY DAY :D
Hey guys :D ! Back to post again.. i believe u guys dun understand the previous post barhs.. go use translator barhs.. anyway... today whole day outside .. pei family for family day... today we abit siao de run there run here.. den go tiong bahru plaza watch movie.. watch PhuaChuKang the Movie.. well.. alr showing le although they say 12 august.. anyway.. monday watching SALT wib leesien kor.. den tuesday watching AVATAR 3D wib Yu Xuang.. abit siao right? :D ! okay larhs.. shall end my post here.. cya :DLabels: days passed by fast.. my heart towards u grows.. i lurbb euu...
I just love you at 5:53 AM
Friday, August 6, 2010
私は愛する彼女
내가 해달라고 누가 u 귀하의 블로그에 추천 ..하지만 그 사람은 내게 ... 내가 말할면 죄송합니다 .. 이런 .. 제가 메신저 .. 다시 변경하려고 것입 난 B으로 U쪽으로 parrellel 라인에 있기 때문에 알고 싶지 않았어 .. 난 진정한 사랑 미.과 암갈색은 잃고 싶지 미. 난 사랑의 미.
Labels: 親愛なる親愛なる..私はあなたを愛して本当に..完全に..
I just love you at 7:25 AM
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
I was wrong..
Today.. go school.. kinda emo barhs.. den ok larhs.. try to smile den smile liao :D ! after lessons.. go for NDP Rehearsal.. at that point of time.. i figured that.. i was wrong.. i did not let her go.. i realli still love her.. i cannot lie to myself anymore.. dear dear.. i love u.. i dunno if u still allow me to call u that.. but i realli do love u.. i will continue waiting.. until.. the day.. u truly.. found the guy that u realli lurb.. and he realli does lurb u.. promise me.. smile. and b happy.. everyday.. okay :D ! Dear Dear ! WO AII NI :D !!
Labels: after so long.. i figured that.. i was wrong.. i still lurbb..euuu.. dear dear.. i will continue waiting.. day by day... 130 days le.. i'll neber give up..Chit Deh
I just love you at 5:20 AM
Monday, August 2, 2010
Fun Day :D !
Today go school.. in a very..
wierd wierd mood.. well.. den slowly happy liao ~ mayb because get over le barhs.. anyway.. we all happy happy.. play play... den lit.. go lesson.. tio scolding cause others neber do homework .. sienz.. den i go ask Ms Sandra.. my answer can anot..
she tell me.. good point.. den teach me how to make it better.. ( starting to think she not bad teacher) lols.. anyway.. go art.. as usual.. draw draw.. but dunno y.. wanted to draw her..
spent 30mins trying.. but still fail.. lols >< color="#ffcc00"> timetable abit messed up.. haaha.. den go PW.. dammn sien..
mr soh say.. not bad.. can can.. den show Ms Chong.. kena own like siao.. LOL !! den sua lorh.. need to edit alot things..
After school.. me and ys.. Pei Lee Sien korkor celebrate b'day.. lols.. not reali celebrate.. we go eat KFC.. den joke around.. den go home liao.. =P ! Reach home.. try to settle some stuffs.. den gao dim.. lols.. now here posting lorh.. i'll end my post here.. cya guys :D !
I just love you at 6:27 AM