Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Pain...
hi guys... ongs time no see.. today.. im really in pain.. totally moodless ytd.. last night.. i totally lost sleep.. i was cryin.. thinkin.. i guess... being able to b love is really better den loving another.. after knowing that.. her ''love'' is jus a lie... i guess.. my heart is shattered.. today is 27/10.. 7 months since 27/3... and wad i gotten.. is jus lies... today... i have totally no mood for anything.. i really dunno wad to do... lost control today... so punched the wall.. ended up with a bruise on the knucle.... ima go off now.. using school com.. cya guys soon...
I just love you at 10:36 PM
Friday, October 8, 2010
Hey Peeps ~ EYE LE :D ! JY HOR ! dun keep comin online liao :P ! well.. Last CHANCE? Chiong AR !Today.. well.. i dunno y.. lost control :P kept looking at her.. well.. she probably will think quite wierd barhs.. after knowing how she felt towards me.. its jus.. a lie? for the memories.. happy memories.. but now sad ones.. haix.. i will never regret loving her.. and i'll never stop loving her.. because my heart is now uncontrollably in love with her...btw hows life for u guys.. today went to play bball with ys.. den met benjamin , pin kiet and yaojie den play lor.. benjamin taught me how to improve.. well.. kinda improved barhs.. den yang kai come join in lorh.. den play match.. den go home liao.. for 3 hours non stop? -.- dammn tired.. well.. den come back post liao lorh :P kay barhs.. next time den post ~ go study liao :DEverybody's got something they had to leave behindOne regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with timeThere's no use looking back or wonderingOh this I know but still i can't find ways to let you goI've never had a dream come trueTill the day that i found youEven though i pretend that i've moved onYou'll always be my babyi never found the words to sayYou're the one i think about each dayAnd I know no matter where life takes me toA part of me will always be with you..
I just love you at 5:57 AM
Friday, October 1, 2010
Hi Guys.. i was wondering.. should i change blog acc.. cause.. my login id.. well.. i putted.. something.. dat will always rmb me.. the hurtful words.. forever.. i dunno.. i was actually.. thinking of posting only after i chage my blogskin.. but i guess better not.. my life.. is now full of tears.. and i really dunno wad is love about anymore.. in the past.. i use to think.. loving and having a relationship.. is a blessing.. and something.. dat is really.. able to make you happy.. but.. now.. although we hadn't been together.. but my love for u.. is really.. i dunno.. not a crush.. but now.. after 6 months.. i know that.. all lies... because.. of.. your thoughts.. i dunno ! now.. that i know the truth.. dat.. u never liked me.. Its.. true.. when my friends.. tells me.. To Love is To Be Hurt one day.. i really.. dunno.. my pain.. my tears.. i dont know how to control them again.. Please.. Leave Me Alone..
Please.. dun bother me..
Please.. stop talking about her..
Please.. stop thinking about her..
PLEASE..STOP TOYING WITH MY FEELINGS !
Labels: 6 months.. and this is wad i get.. i will not regret loving you.. but i really.. cannot handle the pain.. i thought i could.. 4 days .. ago...
I just love you at 11:55 PM